Da BeezNeez

"Playing away..."

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Here's the video

Here's the video of me getting my head shaved. I'd like to thank all those who donated and for everyone's support! YOU GUYS ROCK!

Have a great week!

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Shave my head??

Hmmm.....so I'm contemplating shaving my head for cancer......it's happening on March 28 at the U of C. My head is pretty lumpy, but it's totally for a good cause.

Should I do it?!?! If I were to do it, now would be time?

If you think I should do it.....comment....and if you want.....tell me how much you'll donate.

Thanks y'all!

Thursday, March 08, 2007


OHh man.....did I make the wrong decision?

So as you may or may not know. I was offered a job, but the only catch was that I had to leave Calgary. I thought and prayed about it for a while and the conclusion that I've came up with is that I shouldn't take it. I responded and the supervisor emailed me back saying it was important to get out into the field so I can grow. I totally agree with this, but there are a lot of things that are tying me down here.....

....I started to second guess myself. Did I really make the right decision?? Even when the job market is slowing down......did I do the right thing? I mean I totally want to go out into the field, but the main thing that's detering me is leaving the church......more specifically leaving YAC and the newbies. I feel that I haven't quite finished my job yet in YAC and I don't want to leave everyone hanging. I want to leave YAC when the trainees are properly discipled. However, is this what God wants for me???

Finding a job was never supposed to be this difficult. I know God will provide, but what if that position was for me? I'm kinda desperate, but its not as if I am doubting. I know God will provide. Man this is tough....my main concern is serving God. When will I know my time is up??

I guess what's done is done. I can't look back now. I hope didn't burn any bridges with that company (but I probably did). I liked working for them, but I just wanted to expand my horizons and not be pigeon-holed into one thing.

I need open doors........I need more strength.........I need to have more faith.